How I Feel About Birth...

At 16, I feel like giving birth is the most painful and scary situation that women go through. I feel like at 16, that i'm just not ready to give birth and take care of a baby. Honestly I don't think that most teenage mothers are. It's hard for me to see my self taking care of/being responsible for something so small and fragile. How am I supposed to be a mother to a child, when I'm stil a child my self. Even though I am scared to give birth, I'm also excited about haveing a baby. i always joke around with my friends saying that I want a baby. I don't know, I just can't get over how cute they are, and how you can dresst them in the cutest little clothes, and by the cutest little things for them. I'm not really sure how i feel about giving birth after all. It's like I'm fascinated with the fact of having one and dressing it up, But scared shitless about ACTUALLY giving birth to one. The more I think about it, it seems like the more confused I get.